from the heart

i know i'm not the best person out there. but, i always trying my best to be one. sometimes, i do forget what i really want. i do what other people asked me to do, i listen to what other people have to said, i do anything to please other people feelings, and sometimes i tried so hard that i don't realize it's killing me from the inside. i afraid that someday i'm loosing it, realizing i'm just the nothing.