from the heart

life as we know is different but it might be the same too. what is it that playing in my mind? as i try to uncover it, i realize it that i know the answer for a long time. it is something that i always know and will always know. to hide it, i do anything in my power to suppressed it even to the level of destroying myself. it this is the sacrifice that i need to do, and i will always do it. locking my heart when it is begging to be unlock. huh.